Sunday, January 23, 2011

Angel of Wings

"The best feeling ever, when the wind is all you hear..."
        ~Paulina (CapellaBi)


"There is a world I dream to be.
A place that there is no boundries,
No fear,
No hate,
No sadness.

Take me there, Angel of mine.
To the land of no regrets where I can smell the puffy clouds,
Feeling the laughter warming my soul that was a cold stone,
To a rose that sheds its red until all envy it.

Breakaway from all evil and despair,
to a world where the only thing I feel is air.
To a place call...
Home."
Just a ranndom thing I thought of instead of doing homework. HURR HURR HURR. Well, back to buisness....la di da di da...Comment, Rate, Vote, idk just let me know you saw this a flt something ad if you didnt....tell me as well, dont hold bak. No I'm not a hipster.             ~CapellaBi     1/23/11

Tuesday, January 18, 2011

Green Tea

For 'Cherry':
   "When it's dark enough, you can see the stars."        ~Persian Proverb
"So are you gonna stand there and watch me fall?
What's wrong with you now?
I see no stars in this dark sky of ours.

So many around,
not able to be found.

The pit I am in, among the valley of the roses.
The roses with thorns and of  mutliple personalities.
Shedding tears as time goes by.

The ladder has broken, I warned you.
But that doesn't matter because you can't find a way.

Concieted and full of thyself.
In this world where none above acceptable.
Where everything is sealed with blood,
look at yourself now.

Not a single drop.
Look at me now.
Exactly."

Yay! 3rd one! I'm unsre whther to be proud of this or not. I have two followers (One being myself ^^) and the other my best friend. I used to write this stuff on facebook but it was to obvious to who it was referred. So here I am. La di da di da...   Btw: Cherry is my bi-polar friend who is just grrahhh!!!!!I cant stand her sumtimes and she drives me insane, I'd be better of without her. It's her fault I'm in this mess to start with. And if yor reading this right now than, see for yourself what you have done to me and wht ur doing to yourself. Well see you next time...?   

Saturday, January 15, 2011

Never together, Forever Irrelevant

"What I want is you and only you.
You will never see what I can be, what we can be.
You love her and I'll always be the "friend".

What about now?
What about us?

Why won't you just see the answer before you?
Why can't you see me the way you see her?

Love me or love me not.
Not is your answer,
But why, oh why?
Can't it be diffrent?

Can you see me now?
Suffering your pains,
Living what your living,
Crying your tears,
Smiling with you.

But I'll never be the girl you love,
the one you hold,
the one that you love.

I'll be here always."

Yay!!!!!! 2nd post in one day. PFFT. Anyway, I'm supposed to be doing biology but then I thought of him and I got sad. So I wrote this. Not so helpful but its ok. Anyway yeah.....Comment, rate, follow, doesnt matter just let me now you saw this and felt something.     PEACE.       ~CapellaBI  1/15/11 

Today, Now, Forever

Every little thing that you say or do, I can't let it die.
Pains, Burns, Scars.
Things that leave a mark and are forever deffered.

Let me be the one,
The one that you love,
your half,
your all,
your one.

Follow me and never let go.
If you don't...
it will be too late anyway.

"My first poem posting here. Lame, I get I get. The first line is from Hung Up by Madonna. I don't know the next time I'll post but mehh, Oh well. It's not like anybody reads it anyway. Just my way of  telling he world what I feel, so if I sad or scarred, I'll post. I'LL TRY IF I'M HAPPY, but the poem will end up being all sappy and soggy and other drenched objects. So yeah I hope this somehow helped you today, if it did, feel free to Follow me :) See you next time.          ~CapellaBI  1/15/11